i.o.u Tag

FOUR NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU:

• Dennis
• D'
• Chocolateboy/Whitechocolate
• Jin Brann

FOUR MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE:

• 28th December 1988
• TBC
• TBC
• 25th July?

FOUR THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES:

• Study
• Eat
• Caught a glimpse of MU vs Bayern Munich
• Crap with Carly on FB's sexbot quiz and askin her to tag me this lot of crap.

FOUR WAYS TO BE HAPPY:

• Travel and venture
• When my family n loved ones r happy
• Play musical instruments
• Seeing someone dear to u smile.

FOUR PEOPLE YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:

• Grandma.
• Michael Jackson
• Kak Sufinah
• Alex Wong

FOUR GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:

• Hat
• Sunglasses (Im lookin forward to a sandy beach I cant help this)
• Money
• Anythin sincere really : )

FOUR OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES (CURRENTLY):

• Futsal Basketball Swimming
• Dancing
• Gettin Drunk (as of CURRENTLY)
• driving alone at late late night

FOUR PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION:

• Bandung, Indonesia
• Europe anywhere
• Japan
• California surfing babeee

FOUR FAVORITE DRINKS:

• Plain water
• Ice Lemon Tea
• Coke?
• Nothin much

FOUR THINGS ALWAYS FOUND IN YOUR BAG:

• Ipod
• Books
• Bottle
• -

FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:

• Aqua
• White
• Orange
• Brown for apparels as of now

FOUR HANGOUTS:

• House
• Cc's
• Gym
• Library (how unfortunate)

TOP FOUR U LOVE SO MUCH:

• Musical Instruments
• Music
• Dancing? Girls?
• Sunsetting's Beach

TOP FOUR "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU:

• Priscilla, stil
• My Family
• My 1st ipod will always be special to me.
• Childhood memories?

TOP FOUR WHO YOU THINK WILL ANSWER THIS SURVEY:

• Jonas Brothers
• Miley Cyrus
• Simon Cowell
• Paris Hilton

TOP FOUR REASONS WHY YOU ANSWERED THIS SURVEY:

• Because someone tagged me
• Because I asked carly to tag me
• Because I want to, how sad.
• Because I might just get to tag my friends.

THE PEOPLE WHO I GOING TO TAG:

• INDESCRIBEABLE FEELIN'Z OF MINEZZZZZ"

143725

Happy 143725 to me myself and myself and I.

self celebratory in a way, to begin with.

but am doin it all for the right reasons. at least I can do it inadvertently dat way with no ill feelings to my gut.

Will embrace it with open eyes n mind.

and also a warm warm heart.

enough said

: )

527341

n we will wait forever n always to c

Raggedy Anne

3.41 am

Cecilia jz called me, said she cudn sleep after doin her mask. gettin ready for tmrws outing? aha. Well, ears service is up. Guess its bout time I slept too.

Night.

Now Don't Frown

" Here I am, here I stand, I took a picture of my hand
Bet you can tell its not manicured
Here I am, half a man, I'm not a doctor, I'm not tan
And I never helped the score
I drive too fast
The team picked me last
I brake the rules and like it
My body curves
I forget the words
I missed the serve and lost it

All my flawz to see.
But you still love,
Love me.

Here I am face down, sometimes I smile or frown
But it depends on the time of the day
Here I go off the road, I spend cash on my clothes
When I still have bills to pay
My skin isn't clear
Haven't spoke in a year
Cuz I still have fear I'm tryin' to overcome
My truths aren't right
My jeans are too tight
When I pick a fight I turn to run
All my flawz to see.
But you still love,
Love me.

You still love me
Even when I sin
I don't fit in
Cuz I've been burned
When I waited my turn
Don't act my age
I Don't want to
Call it a faze,
Call me taboo
Won't do as I'm told to believe
I wear my heart on my sleeve "

Flawz by Caitlin Crosby

Yes, on and on I go about this song, but I jz cant help it I really think this is a great song with its intriguin lyrics.

But no, dont question my sexuality I know this is a song clearly for a chick.

Yet this doesn hide da fact its one beautifully written piece right. And it I think that every girl out there should hear this song believin that they can all really relate to this song.

Pretty self explainatory.

Ck n I had a few round of conversation today n much to my dismay, he said that his grandma is already in the state of coma. Chances, are..., well, fill in the blanks urself. Some of them have already come to accept dat she has already left them. And then the doc later on broke it to them that there could be a marginal change to that, too. So, hold on.

prayers and thoughts are with you

and your family.

Show Your Paradise

This is for Woo, itsur birthday today and

would like to congratulate u on ur "overachievement" (haha) by gettin all D's, distinctions for ur latest sem results except for one subject, well u got a HD high dinstinction for that as a matter of fact.

Know u would b n SHOULD b on a high on these results considerin its undoubtedly a fkin vast improvement from ur initial sem haha for a proud man like u.

anyhow, if all goes accordinly 2 wat ur bro has promised u that u ought to score well, u shud BE GETTIN A BRAND NEW IPOD! woohoo! haha make him put his money where his mouth is okay.

then me n da guys n girls would, conviniently pass on the idea of gettin any presents for u since u got one big gift already! :p

Seemingly everythin is goin baby skin smooth for u this year huh so who knows ur #PONY-TAILED, #HOT PANTS, # TALL girl would about to sneak up on to u from aroun da corner~? hahaha.

Since u said everyyear ur birthday isn anythin more than amusing Im dedicatin this entry's upper half to wish u a happy birthday alright.

And it feels like monday cant come any faster, Im already lookin forward so much to getin together wif u guys again. bunch of u r back too so yeah lets on monday make Woo a happy man this year.

And, bout time I claimed my rightful last years bday present from the guys on monday haha Woo u promised me okay n its ur bday already now good grieft my sweet liverpool bottle.

To Joey, too, I dun reali know wat uve got for me bcak from your UK but I think i heard u enuf in sayin sumthin to do wif a shirt n a Gerrard's name? lol ok im not keepin my expectation levels high honestly but wanna thank YOU SO freakin much for actuali being this thoughtful it actuali sound gay to me hahaha.
Love you la wei.

On another hand,
Annie wanted me to be her company ytdy to send chinyap off at klia. but it was jz too short of a notice it was given to me only a night b4 dat so 'no' was da only likely answer I could give you Annie. Well chinyap alwiz return during da year end n mid year so, hey come on no tears stiffen up alright aha. Nex time okay. And da tot of goin there jz to accompany u to shop too is a dreaded haha.

Strange but sad of late theres been reccurin unpleasant similar news that came to me from my close frens. I met a childhood fren of mine jz d other night durin dinner n so we chatted and then as we go I askd hows his family doin n all, well, he said his grandma hasn been in da best of health that shes jz been hit by a rather serious stroke weeks back so hes lookin after her nowadays at home. Then Cheeching broke it to me dat her granpa has had a heart attack but thank god she sed it was a mild one though. Hate to say this but these seem to come in tandem as the Cheekeen was da next to tell me last night he cudn sleep coz hes got a lot in his head n one of it was his grandma. He is takin da earliest possible bus back from Singapore to see his grandmother, hospitalised for blood n bladder issues.

So guys, hey jus so u all know my thoughts r wif u n ur family now k I know exactly how u're feelin right now. Im sry to dat u have to break those news to me n really, I dun know how to say this but appreciate them while u stil can. Typing these gave me a sudden rush of my grandmother. I miss her so much. I hope ur grandparents be fine n in da pink of health in no time. Get well soon.

Callin it a night now.

Good night.

Cocktails

Girls tell,

Offsprings like these makes you wanna get an American partner as your spouse :

Daniel Henney [Agent Zero, X-men Origins], and Dennis Oh. I guess one can oni imagine how many girls would literally go GAGA over these 2.

Both are ''cocktails'' of american dad plus korean mom parentage.I know, we are malaysians not koreans so we might need that extra huge slice of better luck to hit this right. Well, if americans/british "fertilizing partner" are hard to come by, which by all accounts shud b true, try gettin sperm or egg donors via the In-Vitro way okay.

And then get ur fingers crossed.
: D

No Im Not a Big Fan Of Hers Just an Entry Really.

STOP IT/ ACHTUNG

shes not a tranvestite/transsexual/transformers and most definitely not a man. pls bring an end to this whole corruptin of the minds of da newer generation where so many young hot blooded male takes her in as their Goddess. n even esp true on some of the female counterpart community who worship her too.

Shes here for a reason, to serve her purpose as a descended Greek goddess in the shape of a fox. vixen to a certain degree to some ppl. haha.

yes Id be da 1st to admit I made her a pratical joke of mine by usin da classic transformers cartoon theme song. robots in diguise. megan in disguise.
but to those of you who choose to cont believe this media gimmick, my perverted n horny male frens now curse may you all burn in hell.

lol.
end of.

wake up. n smell da coffee fellas.

transformers, robots in disguise.

transsexuals, megan in disguise.

Brawlin'

No Im not daft, that but yes, life has been goin on a slower pace now.

Certainly made a lazier man out of myself at this pace lately. Ive been on a break that has now reached da second month of this break.

Well yea I got to meet some few ppl I was lookin forward to meet, some likely frens n some unlikely frens whom I nvr tot of bumpin into , as well. Yet I have not met some ppl Ive been ought-in to see though. Now on this Ive got to work more on da initiative part, eventhough at times ppl say da adage of " IT TAKES TWO TO TANGO " n da more often then not said, " THE FONE WORKS BOTH WAYS " jz exactly like how Jason Mraz so conviniently sang in his song.

sometimes u gotta bite da bullet n go do da organising part, u know.

Its funny how though, dat some ppl who you wanna see as much as wantin to take dat hot shower after a long hard day, doesn wanna see u n that some other ppl wanna c u so much yet u dunwanna c them. u know.

Anyhow, I could be workin part time soon as a tutor for children language classes if all goes well.

Somethin dat I could use to get my head into abit other than doin mundane *daily chores* at home. I know, it sounds abit HAHA but to tell u da truth as much as it sounds HAHA, I AM feelin slightly intimidated at the thought of givin classes to say da least.

N yea, its official that my parents wudn b celebratin my 21st bday together with me this year.

Theyll b apparently be off to Korea for an xmas holiday, jz both of em after havin no overseas holiday for quite some time. Im okay, yeah. but its jz dat sumthin jz creeped to my head about this whole * BUT ITS A 21ST BIRTHDAY MAN!?! * hoo-haa that ive been gettin from frens n girlfriend partner alike ever since i hit 21 this year. THAT IT IS A MUST to make it a blast wif ur frens n family. haha. LIKE its gonna be ur NIGHT, da night ull b poppin ur cherry losin ur virginity shit like dat in comparison so no frets, cherry has been loong gone hey who knows, perhaps da MACHO CHINESE GUY fanpage will do a blaaSSSTTTtt for me, right? hahaha.

Hey and after a mighty loonggg while since Ive last worked out, I brought my ass to a gym finally now in Ipoh during this break. With a companion of coz da ever trustworthy hardy worth ur 2 cents Ben. And im tellin u, this long dormant lazy period had taken its toll on me today in gym. my muscles cudn flex properly n durin da trainer guides me thru da process with da tools , I Was so caught up uncomfortable! X P

after that while I was servin up myself a cup of water to quench away the thirst. I felt like as if IVE had NO HANDS ahhahaha cudn feel no shit mr arnold scwarzzhenneggerrr howthehell u spell his surname seriously n Ben told me exactly da same thing hahaha funny how he said he thought he had lost his hands sumwhere down da basin while washin em cups.

In the foregoin though, tmrw I shall be headin back there durin evenin n I suppose the process shudn b as turgid and my body shall b settlin in time again wan laaa.

Don worry Ben, I know ur tryin uberly hard to shed those *unwanted extra load of weights* there n its gonna b a tough ride now. BUT KEEP GOIN ON KEEP THE FAITH jz like HOW THAT NAPPY HEADED HANNAH MONTANA DUMB KIDBIATCH BEEN SINGIN TO U ON DA RADIOS. keep singing da song to urself everytime ur at it ok? lol.

ITSSS DA CLIMBBBB damnit.

n in one 2 months sooner or later.

u shall see the proud result of our new lovely bodies yah

we by then can be super saiyans.

put this up as a poster on ur wall to serve as an inspiration to u aha, Ben

p/s: Have u ever tried googlin *how to become a super saiyan* ? try, ud be surprised. n in for a lunatic laughin time. haha.

The Black Albino

27-06

When the departed never really departs,

Have you ever listened to a song called, " Ironic " by Alanis Morissette before?

" an old man turned ninety eight ,

he won the lottery, and died the next day.. "

Anyone? I bet this will do sound familiar to alot of ppl out there. Some will be even able to tell u tales bout how they actuali TASTED irony, to some extent, in their own lives.

I cant help it now but to think of a song no other than this one to fit perfectly, albeit harsh and upsetting to say da least, on to this whole life thing Im about to write on.

It was just 4 midnights ago.

I was wikipedia-ing into Selena Quintanilla-Perez. More famously n fondly remembered simply as Selena thruout her lifetime. Now, I didn know why or how did I that night suddenly stumbled onto the idea of rememberin her controversial death and her the big legacy she left behind. I guess the most fitting reason was that her song " Dreaming of You " came to play on my itunes that night. And so there was a knee-jerk reaction in me to go look up her story of her life again and how this song shot to prominence after her death, only after so long I had her this song on my playlist for years since I was in high school now.

To date, I used to remember vaguely that she was gunned down by someone n it was before the release of her new n what would also be her last album. Only after her death did the single Dreaming Of You came out officially n everyone in the US missed and grieved for her so much this song instantly became a cult-hit. Not to say this isn a good song though.

But after checkin thoroughly through records n after much wikipedia then I repolished all that I knew bout her I got to know that she was a very very big mega latino genre star in the latin music scene in the US n that she started out singin at a very young age at the streets, trained n managed by her dad. Right before she died, she released a full english album, something she'd always aspired to do, mayb in order for her to break into a US mainstream n gained full international recognition ( she was already a household name in the US by dat time, very very popular, dubbed the *Latin Madonna* ).

And how did she died?

She was killed by the President of Her own Official fan club.

The first fan who proposed the idea of opening the fan club to her ( rumored to be a lesbian ).

Ironic? Tell that to your god.

Time when I have finished readin up her stories that night, it was already approx 4 am in the midnight. I heard loud clamourin thunder sounds from the outside and rain started to pour down. Because of the continuous strong lightnings that night I pulled plug n went to bed. Bearin in mind sleepin that rarely it has there been heavy rains accompanied by loud thunders at midnights for da past half a year.

The next morning I wake up, He was dead.

(tbc)

Remembering " WE ARE THE WORLD "

“One of my specific memories from the ‘We Are The World’ project was when two African women came to the recording session to thank Quincy Jones and all of the other artists that participated in the recording of the song. They attempted to say thank you, but they could barely speak. Their tears spoke volumes and reflected how grateful they were for the gift of song that was being produced, to save so many lives in their country. All of us in that room teared up and that is when it really became clear that WE ARE THE WORLD. Harry Belafonte came with a mission, Quincy Jones produced the song, Michael Jackson and Lionel Richie wrote the song, and Ray Charles and I sang additional ad libs on the end of the record. Now Ray Charles and Michael Jackson are gone. I will miss them.” --James Ingram“One of my specific memories from the ‘We Are The World’ project was when two African women came to the recording session to thank Quincy Jones and all of the other artists that participated in the recording of the song. They attempted to say thank you, but they could barely speak. Their tears spoke volumes and reflected how grateful they were for the gift of song that was being produced, to save so many lives in their country. All of us in that room teared up and that is when it really became clear that WE ARE THE WORLD. Harry Belafonte came with a mission, Quincy Jones produced the song, Michael Jackson and Lionel Richie wrote the song, and Ray Charles and I sang additional ad libs on the end of the record. Now Ray Charles and Michael Jackson are gone. I will miss them.” --James Ingram

- USA (United Support Of Artistes) for Africa

Got Up

Well im supposed to be still in my sleep
Honestly
Its 8.30 am n a furore took place half an hour ago between my mom n my younger bro 1st then it came to me facing off wif him.
Took him to skool and my head was blowin up all da way.
Mornin daisies with Family uproar as condiments wtf?
cant get back to sleep now.
zzz might as well be up

and oi, my car's clutch broke into half ydy in da middle of a traffic.
my mum was drivn it n both me n my dad was in da car
car wasn in motion that time though we were waitin for da traffic light to go green n then SNAP it happened. loud loud thud sound was heard
needed to push da car to da sides n wow came 2 other guys, indian guys from another car. lent me a hand. two hands , two pair of hands I mean.
HAH chinese ppl, whered they go? they kept honkin
thx n Ben drove out to us to offer us a ride
really, thx a whole bunch okay Ben : )
Fren in need Fren indeed huh.
I know Timmy wudn have done this.
I would know.

oh n, CONGRATS KOKSENG ON WINNING UR 1St EVER LOTTERY TICKET SHIT.
2ND PRIZE FOR CRYING OUT LOUD ( callin me up at 3am jz to report this to me u gay ass i knew u were gay! hahaha )
HAHA.
so yeah im lookin forward to u takin me out for dinner tonight :)
u said it brother.