Acquaintance of Feelings

a former flame i got to know in a camp four years ago. today i met her by chance after those years and learnt from her that shes already married and have a baby of 3 months old.
learning that certainly did some somersaults inside.
shes stil as beautiful as i knew if not more, now that she looks to have a natural woman touch to her.
nothin bitter but am happy allthesame.

Appreciative Glances Towards A Time Of Another

God forbid, and no lesser than a few touchwoods.

When my time comes.

 




I want this to be played at my funeral.



: )

Joash Wee

someday, we'll know.
90 miles outside Chicago


Can't stop driving

I don't know why

So many questions

I need an answer

Two years later

You're still on my mind



Whatever happened to Amelia Earhart?

Who holds the stars up in the sky?

Is true love just once in a lifetime?

Did the captain of the Titanic cry?



Someday we'll know if love can move a mountain

Someday we'll know why the sky is blue



Does anybody know the way to Atlantis

Or what the wind says when she cries?

I'm speeding by the place that I met you

For the 97th time tonight



I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow

I watched the stars crash in the sea

If I could ask God just one question

Why aren't you here with me tonight?
Someday we'll know if love can move a mountain




Someday we'll know why the sky is blue

Someday we'll know why I wasn't meant for you

Someday we'll know why Samson loved Delilah

One day I'll go dancing on the moon

" you'll always be my best man "

 

 

we all miss you.

Nick misses you.

I miss you.

 

Rest In Peace Brother. 

Table Manners

girl across the table.
i noticed.
if you're trying to pull off that sexy stare/appreciate glances at me.IF.






pls do not do so while your munching your food.....
.........

I Want to Rescue

you're lookin for a hero
but that's just my old tattoo.
tonight i swear id sell my soul to be a hero for you.

who's gonna save you when the stars fall from your sky
and whos gonna pull you in when the tide gets too high
and when you turn off the lights..

I wont lie
I wish that I
was that superman tonight

Imprint

i have a confession to make.


i go weak very.
when i see a lady/female/woman holds her hair up,
the sight of the back of the neckline in all its glory. (haha sounds really too much)\
*tremble*




it was subconscious all da while.
til a full realisation not long ago.


like i said,
 i go physically weak like that, its not funny.
if theres a weakness/soft spot in me, dat could be it. haha.
actually this is pretty damn embarassing.


anyone else feels anythin close anythin similar? or even the same at all?

(right this is not the best example i can get

but ill hav to make do with this illustration for now.)

QotM, two.

" The last one was a woman. Her dress had burned off her and there she was in her slip. She was burning like a candle. She seemed to look right at me at the end, and I seen her eyelids was on fire.

When she fell down it was over "

William Hanlon, on the fire at the Black Spot more than 20 years ago.

" Maybe in the end it's the voice that tells the stories more than the stories themselves that matters.

Its his voice that I remember, certainly. My father's voice."

Mike Hanlon.

Atheist, the

People believe in God because the world is very complicated and they think it is unlikely that anything as complicated as a flying squirrel or the human eye or a brain could happen by chance. But they should think logically and if they thought because it has already happened and they exist. And there are billions of planets where there is no life, but there is no one on those planets with brains to notice. And it is like if everyone in the world was tossing coins eventually someone would get 5,698 heads in a row and they would think they were very special. But they wouldn't be because there would be millions of people who didn get 5,698 heads.

And there is life on earth because of an accident. but it is a very special kind of accident. and for this accident to happen in this special wa, there have to be 3 conditions. and these are :

1. Things have to make copies of themselves ( this is called REPLICATION)
2. They have to make small mistakes when they do this ( this is called MUTATION)
3. These mistakes have to be the same in their copies ( this is called HERITABILITY) 

and these conditions are very rare, but they are possible, and they cause life. and it jus hapens. but it doesnt have to end up with rhinoceros and human beings and whales. it could end up with anything.

And for example, some people say how can an eye happen by accident?

because an eye has to evolve from something else very like an eye and it doesnt jus happen because of a genetic mistake, and what is the use of half an eye? but half ana eye is very useful because half an eye means that an animal can see half of an animal that wants to eat it and get out of the way, and it will eat the animal that only has a third of an eye or 49% of an eye instead because it hasnt got out of the way quick enough, and the animal that is eaten wont have babies because it is dead ( natural selection ).

And people who believe in God think God has put human beings on earth because they think human beings are the best animal, but human beings are just an animal and they will evolve into another animal, and that animal will be cleverer and it will put human beigns into a zoo, like we put chimpanzees and gorillas into a zoo. Or human beings will all catch a disease and die out or they will make too much pollution and kill themselves, and then there will only be insects in the world and they will be the best animal.

I bet and believe that alot of us out there, have had this thought of, " are there all scientiest out there non-believers?" and " if they are established people of science, and they are believers, or born inherently to believe, or to be a believer by the ways of their families they come from, it mus be a pretty damn confusin n hard time for them when they are in sunday worship n services in church or during other time n places of different worship." 
its da work of da kings n royalties to have a hold over the humans doings.

God exists, then who and which god is the only real god? n theres a heaven, n the heaven holds which religion of people? or are there a number of different heavens that holds different people from different religion?
and if theres only Christianity, wat happens to the ppl who blived in other religions like Islam? ppl who live faithfully n rightfully to the words n wisdom n teachings of their religion who has , in all their lives, been pure n done no crime, do they go to hell in their afterlives  because they didn belive in Christianity?just because they didn believe in Christianity?
remember Da Vinci Code? it says this. n its where i am currently standin on, too. there are no religion, no true God Deity nor religion. but religion, the belief that theres a higher power out there lookin out over us n ever justifyin always on every single thing we do in our living days makes one person leads his or her life better, as a better person. living by and off right guidelines. as ironic as the fact that human's degree of belief in there is life after death gives them a comfort in heart. that not all in his worthwhile life just ends like that wif nothin to go by. or say his or her worthless life by her own view, that there will b another beginning for them. then why not religion?  Buddhism is a teaching, not so of a religion, there are no deities or otherworldly being.
so why not religion? ones that teaches every kid,boy,girl,man and woman to live right. live by codes and teachings to do things right..

however so therein thereafter not blind faith.
believe and blind faith r different things altogether.
believin wholly by not questionin and to the extent of living an extremists in n out of ourselves by commiting acts that by sane n reasonable standards are morally/ethically wrong jus because they beliveed it is defined by the words of their religion is just wrong.
these acts n blind faith have never been justified, regardlessly by neither human being nor the believed rightful God or Deities. n they will never be justified. 
and there are those who are so dwelled into worrying not living right in the words of their Gods(footwashers), that by doing so to right his life out they turned it the wrong turn, un-right-in all the supposed right's. they live this way to the extent they suffocate the loved ones n their peers around them. is this how their Gods want them to live?

and this here will be a very sad fact, n this under your discretion to take it in or not, but nevertheless it sticks out like a sore thumb.
the cruel fact, is that, stil,
Religion killed more people than any natural disaster had ever did.
you cant deny that.

now this is not a question of whether there is a GOD above us or not, this is a question of, religion or religion not? the goodness in a religion outweighs the bad n the ugly n the horrible a religion brings, or not.

Be open, be ready, be ever ready to be open to accept the world n all those over thousands of hard facts and views, cold or hot.
n then THINK. dont be blind and dont be blinded.

2 cents worth.

Priscilla

she asked me a potential million dollar question tonight,

she said.


" you dont blog nowadays huh "



guess ill carry these words to my sleep tonight.





its pretty late now, well into midnight.
Good night bland day: )

Quote of the Midnight.

" ..If there's a God out there, then I would hope he has more important things to attend to than my drinking scotch or eating pork... "

Baba,

The Kite Runner.

" .. There are just some kind of men who- who're so busy worrying about the next world they've never learned to live in this one.. "

( on footwashers-religious extremists on the afterlife)

Miss Maudie Atkinson,

To Kill A Mockingbird.

The Black Death

Carly's racist little doll.

Am I the only one who finds European-American/Hollywood Horror movies to be a load of arse?
They all follow the same basic template, being gore, slasher, full with blood a must, rubbish plots, bad acting and generally unlikable characters.
Half the time I find myself rooting for the axe-wielding psychopath.
= S


Anyways, one of da main points Im diggin out of these horror movies is that.
You know they are very predictable and I dont have to study Media in A-lvl to be able to put it into a drawing board on any horror movies who would die 1st, who would live, why they died and how. And I can tell you why.
All that and No need for a Facebook application questionaire to tell u.

Hmm...
lets break it down and c where we go...

Big titted b*tch is always the first to go, me thinks.
Nope, the black guy ALWAYS dies first. It's horror film 101.
So horror movies are inherently racist aswell?
haha yes, even horror movies are RACISTS.
=D
try tellin me otherwise, until then. go to this link below n open your eyes. 0.0
http://www.blackhorrormovies.com/blackdeath.htm

Big titted b*tch is always the first to go
That's the common 1. Also a woman wearing red, somebody in bare feet, teenage relationships in a parent's bedroom and a guy who says something sexually explicit.
and of course, the black dude too, poor fella. it goes without saying.

OOHH and,
Virgins 99.9% always survive.
true story.


Lame right?
I know.

This is directly one of the reasons why Hollywood are adaptin a more Asian horror ingredient approach to their Horror genre. Not even mentioning they have been buyin copyrights and licenses to those number of success proven household horror titles from the far east Asia. i.e The Ring, Grude etc etc.

Good night racists.

!!spot-that racism in this picture.

god, not even mannequins are racists?

Prefacing the New

Letters, words, lines, geometry, boxes and shapes and colours breeds a new life in WDNTW.


So and here I go.

lla deepsdog

Christian Side Hug : WWHHATTT??

Being a Malaysian for all I have lived, I can boldy claim that many things ceases to amaze me now.
A cause not helped by the fact that my dear country has always been foot-noted and tagged altogether in the sections of "Bizzare Stories" upfront of those international and world news columns every now and then on the internet and newspapers across world continents.
(think bout our politics, judiciary, religion, or just about anythin you can think of the country, that have always been a joke, cant help it)

But this one here, apparently its a telling that this is by far one of the most ridiculous thing I have seen for a long while.

Get your senses bewildered right now.

Christian Side Hug???

Its wrong to have full-frontal hugs with another person because whattt?? Ill freaking get a boner/hard-on ??

sexual urges nab us if we have front hugs they preach about lol.

But seriously, with all due respect to the believer of aforementioned religion out there,

NO pun intended. Im jus sayin.

not a christian side hug

However this is baffling really and im pretty sure most of the christians out there disagree wholeheartedly with them.
They are no christians but extremist or wat u call as radicals really.

oh and, theres this one part in the song/rap where the christian rapper raps about being not ok to hav front hugs but somewhat ITS OKAY TO BEAT SOMEONE UP INTO A COMA.
"..... now stop! and listen. No front hugs and no kissing. I aint scared to call and tell ur momma and or youll be riding home in a coma..... "

haha brilliant stuff.


This just inevitably reminds me again of a very vivid line I read from the book To Kill A Mockingbird.

"..but sometimes the bible in the hand of one man is worse than a whiskey bottle in the hand of another.."

Building Memorials

http://spot-thatblog.blogspot.com/2009/03/cant-let-go.html




Today marks the anniversary of your departure.
Apparently, as I have found out, that in chinese' culture this is called jìchén (忌辰) or jìrì (忌日).
Not that I know precisely what they mean. But I will now note that down in my book and my head for good : )

It has been awhile I read them prayers for peace upon you.
Probably as I lay down doin it again tonight I wouldn know exactly where to begin and where to end but I will do it nevertheless before I sleep.


Hope you know that me and the rest of the family still very much feel your sense of belonging to us.
Memories of you and grandpa and also cousin brother live on.

In Your Loving Memory,





"May everyone take comfort in knowing that on so many levels your hearts and influence live on for you have touched so many lives directly and indirectly.
I will keep a picture of you in me.

For always. "

"to show my utmost and heartfelt gratitude howsoever it ought to be an endless one.""

quoted :

http://spot-thatblog.blogspot.com/2009/03/cant-let-go.html

Lets celebrate instead that they have lived than they are no longer around : )

Love always,

ah boy

A Toast & Many A Thousand of Cheers.

" *clinking sound of the wine glass*

...Attention everyone,

(begins with cantonese dialect now) May I have the attention of all the attendees, just for a moment please?

Good evening, to all the folks in this place together this evening. I'm gonna speak in english for i am not very good with expressful words in chinese.

(breakin into english) I personally myself have something to say to the groom and the bride, albeit more so to the groom in this speech im now about to give as to what we call as a toast.

*clears throat* ahem.

To be honest, me and another friend did at first have some serious doubts as to whether or not delivering a toast for the couple tonight. Approximately a month ago, Chee Keen told me he wasn so sure on doin this because this may be unorthodox for a wedding dinner that would be very much of a traditional chinese one. I told him then that it was okay and that it is okay to be unorthodox at times because I chose to bet on the belief that this is akin to a once in a lifetime thing you get to do for a friend this much dear to you. a close friend, a best friend,

and most of all, we have got nothing to lose : )

The groom is a friend of mine stretching way back to our secondary school St. Michael. We used to be in the same classes during form 4 and 5. How we got to know bout each other was pretty comedic and funny actually. I 1st heard bout Kokseng through Mun Ben when i was in form 2. Ben once storied to me hey dennis, "i have a friend who erm badmouthed you saying your so dark skin toned/siamese kid and skinny and ah biao looking and that um yet youve got a girlfriend." Right, a comment of anything but nice from him.

........

Needless to say, we set off knowing each other on the wrong foot. I didn view him as any decent fellow after that. Well, how irony hits us huh? here we are now and Id like to think and say that on this day, we are close as any close friends can be. the rest in between was history : )

Well lets just take a look at him now, fast forward 8 years on and he scored the upper hand on all of us being the first one among us to graduate, got employed and gettin himself married!!

Now, amidst preparations prior to the wedding, we all know how very much of pressure the groom's ought to shoulder and then there's the huge decision making, not to mention its all been made rather quickly n hurried. Wedding has also been akin to a crash-course one. But most of all, this wedding is a young marriage.

Between two, arguably, very young adults.

And yes it'll be no easy feat to sustain a quick marriage and life as how you see it will be totally different from now on.

But chances are they will find something else that the rest would not be able to find not able to recognise and not able to learn now.

Chances are that this will be a new equation, some thing different and whole anew awaits them, something they have yet to know, something that is so different to what I believe both of them thought they ought to encounter and experience at this point of their lives. But hold tight and firm, as it is by no means a journey to be dreaded upon. And once they have grown into and out of this phase of their lives, they will look back at it and say just these words.

" I wouldnt want my life to have happened any other way than it is "

I hold firm on my ground that this is my belief and I just know that it will happen.

After all, is there any better bet than love?

Remember, just as how our friend Keijoe has put it,

" There's No Early In Pursuing Happiness "

Cheers to Kei Joe for putting it brilliantly.

Tonight, I as a groomsman havent any gifts or souvenirs for my friend the groom, probably among us there are a few of us who did so. Reason for my omission in this, simply because he has already been given the best gift anyone or any power could ever give him, he has won it all by himself. He has got the most beautiful lady here tonight in the shape of his bride, Foo Chia Yin.! : )

I hereby look forward with everyone else to be together again, celebrating the 50th anniversary of your marriage.

To both the groom and the bride, CHEERS!!! "

My friends' (both of them are) wedding dinner was on the 7th of February 2010,
a little less than a month ago.
It was supposed to be a set of three toasts, each given apiece by none other than me myself, Chee Keen and Amchoon on that night itself.

Em....Okay.... hahaha..
So......., thereafter, to the groom and the bride's misfortune ( : P ), i would say, these toasts didn quite happen. Don't get the wrong idea no, the dinner went well.evenin was splendid and would b a night to remember for the young couple.

Toast didn take place was well, it was just a case of mismatch of time and course of events. and ermm...also an aspect of cold feet actually, to b very honest hahaha. (yes i admit i did get freaked out in the end at the idea of speakin infront of everyone there) To put it in retrospect, the evening didn specifically have the Toast part as an agenda in the list. No they didn, because like i sed earlier this is more or less a Chinese-ly culture soaked, one wif all the orthodox normally assembled wedding dinner. We do not have toasts as to the westerners do. This, directly made our task somewhat harder to be achieved.

So me n my other 2 friends were actually waitin for the right time in for the kill. In spite of it, the "RIGHT" timing just seemingly didn come for us and the groom/bride was really sandwiched with the normal routine of goin aroun all the tables serving and greeting n toasting (yam sing) to friends, relatives, family and colleagues alike. In the end, one of the three of us needed to leave much early for he was to catch a bus back to Singapore. Well, nex thing we know was the dinners was well over and it was time to thank the guests at the door and we had to pack n take da few last pictures for the evening. big big pity really. T.T
Hmmm...

Make no mistake, at the end of the evening, it was really hard for me to stomach the fact that i was walkin back to my car knowin that the toast wasn read out to him and her. I prepared for it way back weeks and I was ready for the shot. In the end, it just kept on playin n repeatin in my head " so thats it? its over??? " I think i can understand this feeling because we were all so tenacious in our efforts preparing for the wedding, busy here and thereabout and the whole month prior to it our minds were all on nothing but only the wedding. Then it just ended like that on that evening. And, sad also cos Im very well aware that these things dont come along every day in our lives and then again, every word I wrote on that piece of paper, I meant it as I say it. And you should think that, as a close friend, this is wat you can do for him and her. Dont know how the words spoken out right from the toast would make the couple's wedding feel any more or less memorable for them, but it is just pure and sincere that I really wana make it more memorable for them and I bet it is da same for both CheeKeen and Amchoon too ( not quite sure bout amchoon though hahaha).

Admittedly yes, it is a shame that it didn really happen. We didn mouth out to them that evening that we've got something to say. Subsequently, I have thought of doin so again at the grooms house the nex week, as coincidentally it was Chinese New Year n all of us would be back again meetin at his house for a gathering.
Hahahah n lightning strikes twice they say because we did meet up and just that u know, we were all busy gambling that none of us remembered bout the toast. sigh...
And finally, it all comes down to here. My blog. very own We Dont Need To Whisper. its actualli pretty ironic right? That my blog's name is We dont need to whisper, akin to tellin us to say things out clear,breaking the barrier, breakin the ice instead n theres no need to keep things inside our chest. and then the writer of it, me, didn quite actuali do dat. I kept dat toast on that night all to myself up until this point hahaha. Bad bad, my bad.

Well, here it is and umm, its my part, my toast,
to my dearest(yes dearest, not gay) friends Yap Kok Seng and Foo Chia Yin, the newly wed couple = ) I hope u get to read this here and although not so timely, but yea, its from me and it is from nowhere else other than the most inside of my heart. Love.

a little preview of whats gonna come at the middle of the year??

hahaha, somethin really cute here to remind us as well as the couple of wats to come soon. get ready uncles aunties.

Merseyside Derby

Post-match Interview with Liverpool's centre back Sotiro Krygriakos after his red card/dismissal.

Interviewer: So, soto, why did you lunge into Fellani like that?
Greek: Rafa said stop Afroman
Interviewer: Yes, but he didn't mean to foul him
Greek: I take him out
Interviewer: I can see that, he can't even walk now
Greek: (Smiles), i stop Afroman
Interviewer: whatever makes you happy
Greek: THIS IS ANFIELD SPARTA!!!!

LIVERPOOL 1-0 EVERTON

Your Too Good For Jude Law

HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYYY!!!!

TO SIENNA MILLER!!!

and myself. : D
ahahahahahaha

If You Could Ask God Just One Question

what would it be?
think,
hard.

The Secret

We know out there, theres the lot that always wallow in self pity and think that its she/he against the world, huh.

" -A lot of people feel like they're victims in life, and they often point to past events, perhaps growing up with an abusive parent or in a dysfunctional family. Most psychologists believe that about 85% of families are dysfunctional so all of a sudden. You're not so unique.-"

Jack Can Frell

" -when you want to attract something into your life, make sure your actions dont contradict your desires.-"

-" unless you fill yourself up first, you have nothing to give anybody. Tend to youorself first, attend to your joy 1st"-

"- when you are feeling joy you dont have to even think about giving, it is a natural overflow-"

"-whether you think you can or you can't, either way you're right-"

"- whatever we think about and thank about we bring about-"

"-do you treat yourself the way you want others to treat you-"

" if you do just a little research, it is going to become evident to you that anyone that ever accomplished anything, did not know how they were going to do it. They only knew they were going to do it"

Bob Proctor

I was in a way forced to read The Secret. My friend Kokseng should know all too well how this came about, haha. It was from a mentor/lawyer uncle/friend who gave me the book. n it was his anniversary gift from his wife ( I even saw a msg in da book written from the Missus to him err ). He reali love to read, so I actuali took pride in this cos sumthin that important n meaningful to him, he gave it to me n said words that goes " swear to your grandmothers grave u would finish this book (coincidently dat time aroun they jz passed away)". I guess I reali needed to read it then, albeit it reali took me sumtime to finish da readin coz I was well yeah lazy slacky (took 3 months).

So, yeah, these are what I got from the read, The Secret. n its all I reali come to appreciate in my stride besides all the positivitiness you ougght to learn from the book. : )

Thank You Arthur and hope u ll have a lovely anniversary yet again the next year.

Dennis Yuean
Just took the quiz How should you de-stress? and got the result:
You Should Write in a Journal
Part of what's stressing you out right now is not having all your thoughts sorted out. There's a lot of confusion and chaos going on, and you need to get a handle on it all. And there's no better way to do that than to start writing. At first your journal make not make sense to you, but that's okay. Just writing things down will help you. Over time, you'll find that it's great to have an outlet to think, vent, and dream without judgment. Just make sure to put a lock on that journal!

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haha well, wat do u know. we dont need to whisper
Fb can be quite right at times I guess.

currently listenin to : Chances by Five for Fighting.