Not What I Wanted.

27/02/09

Just wanna say many thx to a friend of mine, Cecilia.
Appreciate your hospitality and everythin else.
thank you.

Stranger Feelings

More often than not, I have taken a thing too many for granted.
Far too often than we might know, we have taken ppl aroun us for granted.
As I asked you what you want this year
Just to try to make this kind and a little bit clear
You said
I dont need boxes wrapped in strings and ribbons
and desire and empty things


Sometimes I do not seem to find quite the right words to say
But even the wrong words seemed to rhyme at times
and when they do, I fall deeper in taking the easier ways out,
taking u for granted again.
Whereas at these testing times we do not even need, we do not have to have the have to say anythin
at all.
By just the mere presence of you would suffice the whole word to me.
And I could just embrace every breath you take in, your very physical presence would wash the restless and reckless souls of ours away.
Knowin the truth that I could take the comfort of knowledge knowin I'd be able take you in me in my every stride.


Another day another ocean of trials and obstacles.
Can we handle the turbulance that advances towards our direction?
I for one wouldnt know but nvrtheless I will brace myself for come what may.
and so I hope you will be just the same as I am
Because I have always been taught that during the hours of night at the end of everyday
I will have the familiar feeling of comfort of knowing in mind and heart
that we still have each other.


Cos I dont need boxes wrapped in strings and ribbons,
and desire and empty things
hereby I just want us to take a chance in hope that we may find better days
so take these words
and sing out loud
cos everyone is forgiven now



For all your attempts.
Have a fruitful and wonderful day.



Cos tonight's the night the world begins again.




syawla em htiw eb

Fascinate Me, Fascinate You

When I was younger,

the heroic male protagonists and the cool villains in mostly, if not all, of the disney cartoons that I watched were the ones whom would rightly grasped my attention and fair to say,they would be da focal point and my focus thruout the entire show.

Now I was a boy who in a normal situation where unlike young girls, with all due respect, wouldnve paid that much attention to the certain Princesses and female leads in those cartoons which theyre ought to deserve much more.

Well the same cannot be said now that the young boys grew up haha!(and by no means am horny and pervy mind you)

And so I came across this list of the 11 "hottest" Cartoon Women of all time while I was googlin the best disney cartoon of all time last night which occured to me that I should put this down here as I thought this would be a worthy walk down memory lane to our childhood.

Credits goes to movie.popcrunch.com
well eventhough I have sent this link to Joey, here goes the list wif pictures included :



[the followin descriptions are quoted from the website itself]


11. Cinderella
"Cinderella is the classic Disney babe – she’s the comeback kid, scrubbing floors for the evil step mom in the beginning, but eventually cleaning up nice and pissing off all the bitches at the ball. Revenge is so sweet – but we have to wonder… "






10. Betty of The Flinstones (not Wilma)


"Of the Flinstone/Rubble wifes, Betty reigned supreme as the resident Bedrock neighborhood hottie. A prehistoric MILF, for sure, but what the hell was she doing with dimwitted Barney? Betty was way out of his league… and way hotter than Wilma"


9. Pocahontas

8. Princess Jasmine



7. Belle












6. Stripperella wtf

"Stripper by night and superhero by… um, later… after she gets off from work… the voluptuous Pamela Anderson voices Stripperella, natch."



Nvr knew bout this one.






5. Holli Would?












4. Erin Esurance

"Insurance has never been so sexy. Esurance was wise to sex up their boring product offerings with a spokesperson like Erin. She’s a little bit mysterious and her body hugging leather shows off every curve. Erin Esurance eye candy made insurance sexy for the first time"

Huh some kinda insurance advertisement?



3. Lois Griffin of the Family Guy wtf?


2. Ariel

"The only non-woman on our list, Arial is one smokin’ mermaid, and it’s no wonder her daddy, King Triton, doesn’t want her to leave home. With looks like that and a clamshell bikini top to boot, all the sailors’ tongues will be wagging. Arial does eventually break free from papa, hook up with a dude and gets her land legs"





1. JESSICA RABBIT! HAHA












Anyhow, Ive alwiz liked Belle for one reason or another i don know why mayb its bcoz Beauty And The Beast was the 1st disney movie cartoon i watched.
P.S: Pls do not flame me.

Hot and Cold

you know how at times some songs jz catch your taste and gets ur liking very swiftly after jz bout one or two listens or so to it?

gives u a sense of buzz and that u will want to keep listenin to it for da nex every few time in ur music player playlist, if not da nex few days.

then you, naturally, for some, would go on a search for its lyrics n tries to sing word by word to it to keep da lyrics in mind in so to learn how to sing the complete song.
Myself with no special exception does da same, too.

you know how at times you get pretty damn quickly bored wif da song that was jz ur recent favourite song that u sing to?

thing is, I found out that more often than not this could jz be da very reason why we get too damn pretty quickly bored with da song after jus awhile.
its bcos after youve done da lyrics searchin and memorising you jus kept singin to it for da nex couple of time and then da time comes when da radiobox would frequently play it (if da song is a mainstream one) and by da time ur almost likely to b able to remember da lyric by heart and da song becomes jus too predictable and while ur hearin to the particular singer singin da 1st line ur head would be already singin and tellin u da nex words of the 2nd line of the lyric.
and the song would get more airplay n airing by the radio as time goes and it da annoyance of the overplayed-ness will get under ur skin.

too predictable too boring.

and thereafter, do not look into da lyrics of your favourite new songs too soon if while you stil wanna enjoy the song.

that is too, well, jus my 2 cents though.

eat your music

currently listenin to: The Voice Within by Christina Aguilera

Breaking the Hiatus/ the Happy Belated New Year

Welcome Back To Your Very Own Blog, D'

Gettin Back To Work Eh

Ive been reminded that Ive posted zero entries for over a month now.. this is the 1st time I have skipped thru a month w/o writin anythin here since Ive started We Dont Need To Whisper back in July. Now this might be the longest serving hiatus ive had here but i do hope i wun again abandon the blog for as long or well longer, than Ive done for the past month. But truth to be told, da past months, from the late December to all thru month January up to early February have been reali eventful with special occasions marked all over the calendar. I shudve felt more obliged to write them all occasions down here but the irony might jz be that for all these holidays, Ive been out busy celebratin amidst being overly dwelled into the holiday mood and so resultin the minimal time spent here in the blog.

Either way, this certain one Im about to write has been, fair to say, duly way long overdue.

It goes back to late December, yeah, it was my birthday and I must confess I had a great time spent wif my frens n also, of coz who else but my girlfriend(love u) eventhou some of my other frens cudn turn up due to their very own agendas n circumstances, particularly one of them, whom had a mishap to forget (so dun feel bad for not showin up k). I wanna use this entry to cement my gratitude and my many thanks to them for makin my birthday a happy day and most of all, a day to remember.

OH YA AND B4 I FORGET, wtf wheres my Liverpool Bottle Gift ,woo,cc, and kerry!? its February nearin March d! hahaha

One of the more Birthday-special wishes from a fren.thq?..

Fast forward 6 days after my birthday and it was Guojians, James', and Carly's turn to celebrate their birthcerts. January babies, on that night I was over at gj's place to join his party with the rest of my both ex-class and skool mates. Ben, Kokseng and Chiayin was there to name a few.

In spite of me n gj being friends since I 1st stepped into primary school and also moreover, neighbours of only a taman away, this is d 2nd time ive actuali reali placed my foot into his house. well, he used to b a very seclusive kid though hm.

Predictably, we the former high skool mates sat aroun together and inevitably brought out da overly toked bout topic in every reunions/gatherings again that is those stories and past times we had in High skool n how cool they were. Me and the friends were then suprised with our own eyes after catchin a glimpse of this another guy in the house who look a hell lot like our fren guojian , height posture and gesture wise damnit. Little did we know he was apparently guojians own younger brother whom had but all grown up n broke out from the small cuddly boy look. Brrr, how quickly time goes. And gj then said sumthin in reply to our apparent surprise, he said

"guys, you are stil now tokin bout the times we have had durin SPM and look aroun, these younger fellas like my bro is already now havin their own SPM this year!"

wtf, spot on guojian.

Kokseng laughed out at dat n duly replied sumthin which I find rather funny bt cud b so freakin true too, he spoke out sumthin like, when each time we frens throw a reunion gatherin one of us might jz already foreseen da idea of the scene whereby durin conversations we will yet again bring out da same *old high skool times* stories and on da way drivin to da gatherin he or she would probably be cursin "wth dat Dennis/Ben/anyone/ will b at it again later yapping about all those same boring high skool shits again".

hahahaha right on Kokseng.

Years have passed on so quickly I havent actuali came to notice that its bout time kokseng graduated from his ACCA this year. Jz a mere number of months to go. And then he is gonna suffer from unemployment! then come MID-LIFE CRISIS!! haha unemployment even b4 working. or worse still, he might jz get a job n go on to suffer of bcomin a "Dilbert".. I hope u wun hav an evil boss like Catbert, but most of all, I hope u do not turn into a Dilbert.

no Dilbert, pls dun take my fren away from us

Anyhow, not ignorin da fact it is already mid february, since this is my 1st proper entry at this turn of da year, Ill stil place my all important belated new year resolutions right here.

Ill seriously n sincerely say my prayers at night b4 I go to bed that my childhood photos will come back to me one day, anyday. Ill take it from anywhere and anyone and at watever costs. I owe a great sense of duty to get them back for my parents n da feelin of the guilt for losin it pains me so very much to this day. And Id oso like to tell her that this is not her fault and that shes not da one whos entirely to put da blame at, u didn lose it. And i know u wudn feel any better as long as da pictures r stil not found, not one bit.

And lastly, of course, is Liverpool to finally win the Premier League this year!! for after 19 years of not havin it back in our perch. Its about time the title came back to where it originally belonged to. The future is bright for Liverpool, the future is RED!

These are, well, not the only ny resolutions I have for this year : )

Little By Little

We Dream Our Dreams Alone

With No Resistance

We Don't Claim To Be Perfect,

But We Are Free,

We Could Be.