How Old Are You, How Young Are You.

I can stil recall it, as clear as day, when I was only at the tender age of 8 I had an excruciate pain down my navel in my tummy during one midnight.

I was awaken by the pain, so much it made me cried out loud and I was burstin in bullet sweats while lyin on the bed.

Back then I stil use to sleep wif my "Kakak" and my younger brother in the same room downstairs.

It was about 4 sumthin am if im stil right and remembered my kakak was then very annoyed by my cryin n she was yellin at me askin me to shussh to continue sleepin. Clearly she wasn gettin da sleep she wanted. But what she didn see coming then was dat I was about to go to a hospital for Appendix treatment n had to go thru dat operation. haha.

ahh... well, u nvr know wat awaits u.

Pickin up back on those hospital stays, those days were the days when my parents would do jz about anythin to pamper me jz to make be a happier child n so dat I would be able to put all those gloom and upsetting white-cladded atmosphere enviroment of the hospital at the back of my mind. And anyone who had to go thru a surgery or operation b4, they shud know how it was like to feel they wanna eat jz about anythin they can think of when theyre havin their stay at da hospital.One's apettite gets so insatiable we would drool over the thoughts of the food outside the hospital, literally.

I for one was no different. but somethin else I reali wanted to have was a toy and a certain hero, monster ass kickin show.
hahaha.

I rmb I told either my kakak, or my young aunt or my mum at my bedside bout how much I wanted to watch it. The next day I woke up to a familiar white TV/VCR combo set in front of my bed. It was a 19 inch one, one with a handle on top of it so dat u can carry it and it was from my dad's company which we used to have.(not with us anymre) Lying on top of da set was a brand new tape of an unwatched episode of my favourite childhood idol hero !

He is Kamen Rider Black/ Masked Rider Black or simply Black Sun in Japan.

Of coz, after seeing da sight of it I was as happy as any child can be : )
thank you mum n dad. He was my childhood hero, n stil is. Or well, in all fairness. he IS my childhood. My story with him goes a long way back but I think most of us here at the very least would stil b able to remember this black face n used to watch him in action abit when they were young. Masked rider Black was the 9th or 10th Kamen Rider to be added into da Kamen Rider series back then n theyre all based on insects. They were supposed to b created to as tragic heroes and are experiments gone wrong turnin humans into insect-humanoid lookin like creatures killin ppl along the way but this idea was of coz changed to suit da marketing purpose and they were aimin at the children as audiences then. U know, to spin money making process.

Although most kids would say they love the newer evolved version of this Kamen Rider Black, which is RX ( this ones more famous he got into US ), I stil think this one kick ass better. haha. N the Black character is one of the best among the Kamen Rider family for his tragic story, soundtracks and of coz, da cool villain Shadow Moon (every good epic story nits a cool villain, ask FF7's Sephiroth)

I didn get to catch da whole story on him last time when i was younger but lately I was back into da groove sumhow bumpin into him again thru da net. so I sorta been hangin aroun youtube watchin his series again with subtitle (call me a kid). I reali reali like him and I guess I havto admit at this age this big enuf, I have a " man-crush " on Kamen Rider Black haha.

So much til last year DutchLady almost n reali wanted to get me his action figure from ebay for my birthday. She got to know I alwiz wanted one since small but didn actuali get my hands onto one coz its very hard n rare to find a toy of it aroun here. (this tells dat I didn get to hav da certain toy which I mentioned I wanted during my hospital stay.)This idea was then stalled bcoz the new 12 inch action figure would cost nearly 1k. It is apparently a new exclusive model , jz released after all these years for the fans.

Its okay, no frets :) we can get it again nex time.

Anyway, the last time I checked on it agin I heard theres an upcoming new series of Kamen Rider its called Kamen Rider Decade or sumthin. It will feature all the previous 13 Kamen Rider includin ZO n Shin Kamen Rider from the 70s - 90s era of the original creator who , passed away together wif the new dumb robotic lookin ones out there now to fight a bad guy or sumthin. hmm, neh. Don think ill dive my nose into this one, I only like Black dats all not the rest.

So, whos your childhood idol? Dig it up and out again.

p/s:

In Malaysia, Kamen Rider Black was back then dubbed as " BAJA HITAM " in malay wtf, so it means in other words " BlACK FERTILIZER" in direct translation?? Im so sry Kamen Rider Black wat an insult haha.

Macho Chinese Guy

Some of my classmates have recently tried to pull off a prank on me. by creating a so called 'fan page' of mine in facebook. based on some looosely given nickname by Zu or Deepa I dun recall, called the *Macho Chinese Guy* durin our night out at Sri Hartamas bout a fortnight ago.

I am now, no suprise, a laughing stock among my frens zzz even though okay, I myself find it funny at times, n occasionally also throwin in a few odd laughs n jokes on it here n there, but its stil however stupid at best n defaming, degrading etc at worst!

haha ok la huh, its actuali stil quite funny to be frank n they even joked mayb id even get price cuts n free meals at the hawker centres in Penang today if those ppl recognise me this familiar macho chinese guys's face in fb.

stil, i think most ppl in my FB's frens list now who aren so sure of this whole true background of this hoo-haa must b thinkin dat "wtf is wrong wif this guy Dennis creatin/havin a fan page of his own?"

90% OF EM ALL THINK I MADE IT FOR MYSELF FOR CRYIN OUT LOUD IM A SELFLOVER NUT-NARCISSIST-CASE!!

n all those description of myself in the fanpage that goes like " I love my own wittiness n im so cool lovin my awesome coloured contact lenses" shit does little to help in this matter either.

couldn be more true?

lately

I

found

out

that

my

amount

of

friends

in

my

list

has

dropped

for

some

reason.

: )

Jury's out but I think they might have deleted me after seeing self professing my big love for myself in a fan page.

My paper thin reputation has officially been tarnished n damage's done.

Thank You dear creators/classmates.

p/s: but its stil funny thou hahaa : D

Fly Like Paper, Get High Like Planes.

" I LOVE JESUS ",

Ive been here b4,a few times. And I remember dat vow n line vividly.

my friend today told me this , that he saw this exact msg written in his old flame's (ahem) msn personal message.

Disgusted he was. really.

I cant help it but to think its funny how his reaction to it that he thinks it annoys him n gross the hell outta him when it comes to ppl whom are strong believers (with all due respect) to their religion esp devoted christian who cries week in week out come sundays. oh, n also ppl who switches their religion. from buddhist or anythin or nothin else to christianity so to speak.

always.

anyhow,

my day went on to meetin my close fren n some ,also, from my previous college durin my alevels tenure at Oldtown tonight jz now.

apparently he is back frmo Singapore. and apparently, in the foregoin.. my this close fren *a guy* got together wif my this former college girl fren. jz for da record. theyre studyin together now at the same UNI [NTU] n one thing led to anther at dat fateful place aha. congrats to u ck anyway.

n so we met we greeted n was all smiles, loved it. sat down, there we went on turnin up our inner chatterboxes n then there we came back to this I LOVE JESUS topic thing.

we talked bout hw my the other fren found out bout his old flame former crush's convert to christianity. n also how my fren's new girlfren,, sukyee, how she used to be so overly active in STACT club back then in INTI UC.
he said, well, was literally joking bout wtf we fellas n guys oni join clubs, societies, church n those youth meetings to get to know chicks bcoz timmy used to start goin there to get to know munyee haha.

so there r guys out there whom we very much believe actuali says on their wedding day " THANK GOD FOR MY WIFE N FOR I THAT I HAVE FOUND MY WIFE" .

yea.

thank god, bcoz he got to know his wife at church bcoz he started goin there wantin to meet girls.

true.

LOL.

well, on the I LOVE JESUS msg boldly stated in my fren's old flame msn.

Im quite well aware that there r guys named Jesus out there. here i dun know. but there r alot of spanish dudes wif that name like well, Jesus Navas.

so mayb haha she was actuali referin to her new lover wif the same name?

hahah.

This will actuali gonna b a long post. one of those longer ones.

so will take this time out to write down my appreciation to my fren, her name is Izzy.

For, actuali after readin my blog's entry on Caitlin Crosby's Flawz song, she herself went on, without tellin me, recorded this song in her comp n wanted to change the file type to mp3 so dat i can have it. I know it didn finish dat way in d end but its okay I got the real version which i wanted earlier on thru download.

u know wat,

im tryin to say here is dat your thoughts count most, count best.

very thoughtful : )

thx a bunch again

For watever it was, the beep and the other 2 songs u help me downloaded.

And I dun know how or since when u became a Liverpool fan urself.

hahaha, but i was very very taken aback though when u said that u hav now became a full time supporter of liverpool n yes i know eventhou u dun hav a jersey.

taken aback. but a pleasant suprise one.

lol. this sumhow jz gives me da strange vibes of delight coz bsides pris I didn make anyone become a fan as well. Coz i tot ur boyfriend's an Arsenal fan himself so its jz strange i tot.

Will cut this short now, tired after drivin all the way to the country side to pick up Mango n back to home bcoz we and CK and Suk Yee's headin for a roadtrip tmw mornin to Penang for food,fun,fucks, drinks,chicks or watever. My sorta weekend release therapy I guess.

Will say this again to end my entry.

Great time catchin up wif u guys again tonight CK, Suk Yee, Poh Jin n Ben.

OFF.

A nice picture and nice scenery goes a long way :)

Not Tonight.

really want to write tonight
but my plans n thoughts of writing is disrupted, well. mayb not to say disrupted so to speak.
jz an improptu waitin to b happened as i knew it.

n ill write again tmrw i guess or
another day
coz i got a plan to watch da tv tonight too


sign off
good night again.
3.03 am.

Next Stop 8 PM

4.38 am
n Im stil up readin ghost stories sent in by others at castleofspirit.com
its reali hot tonight im tellin u can actuali taste da humidity.

I have not been writing in too much for bout a couple of weeks now,
my laptop's gone bonkers n there was an exam b4 dat. well the exams over now n im home so I get to use da desktop.
will be sendin my laptop in for the required tinkerin.
seriously.
dun know wat to say here really.

there r though some well worth mentionin stuffs tat took place today
to begin with,

. waited for my nex train ride to arrive today to get back to my hometown n I, heres wat, had 4 hours to kill while waitin. n my fone batt was dead thruout da whole ordeal. omg. n I actuali pulled it thru all by myself my own company today in that station .crazy shit haha.
. my journey home was stalled n stretched even longer bcoz da train took longer than da supposed hours to reach the destination. my dad had to wait an hour longer at the other end to receive me.
. got home, n i got out at midnight to look for ben so to check out his new place. apparently this time he moved nearer to where i live. cool. nice house btw.
. Had a conversation wif sumone over da fone without da person even sayin a word back at the other end of da line during da whole conversation. haha. go figure.
.watched a dvd n I have now watched Forest Gump so many times I dun remember how many times I have watched it already.

oh n
to top it off
now my unofficial *fan page* in fb
no, i mean, sry, Macho Chinese Guy's fan page got new fans whom I dun even know them.
michelle. take it dwn already if ur readin this.
ive had enuf embarassment.

goin off now to hit the sack.
will try to wake early tmrw to go for abit of swimmin.
have a good night : )

im tryin very hard to jump over this fence already. but i know im not tryin hard enuf. bt dun go 1st without me