Would You Take My Hand And Lead Me To The Middle OF The Dance Floor

When I 1st watched The O.C,
I did not like it too much.
Well, for one, i didn think the script story was constructive enuf?
I guess the main lead actor Ryan was jz too stupid n jz too brawl n seth was right when he sed this during one part of da show "ryan ur da brawl n im da brain".
True enuf, everythin revovles aroun Ryan goin aroun wif his heavy fiery head and his beat-him up antics (he is always engaged in physical tussles) and he jus hav to set things right in each epi n then save the at times ridiculously foolish Marrissa.
hmm.
well i loved the beach n da neighbourhood though
aha

Anyhow, this is a video of one part of a certain episode
in this few scenes, were accompanied by a near perfect song fit (rightly so) with an almost spot on timing to be on the same wavelength flow of the scenes.

One of the best music moments in a tv drama series I have seen by far,
ones that will be in ur head for a long time whenever u encounter any happenings similar to this particular episode.

In retrospective, however,

U kinda miss The O.C after all.

And this one gives me goosebumps n butterflies each time I see it. Sometimes in movies a scene goes flush with the song (well this is wat disney's good at right ). This is one of those times. That song ..really makes you think of the deeper meaning of the mov. Very underrated movie.

Theres stil this one where I cudn find in youtube.
Its a scene from One Tree Hill during d end of an episode, they had Jack's Mannequin and Fall Out Boy playin for them at their Friends With Benefit's Breast Cancer Awareness concert if i recall precisely.
It was late at night and there was a blackout,
and it was 'Dark Blue' playin in the background. performed by Jack's Mannequin live on-stage. Perfect.
and most of all,

Difficult to forget

King of Iron Fist Tournament

while i was walkin back to the main block with kim to have breakfast a few days ago,
i passed by this booth right at the entrance of d inside of mainblock with ps2 pay per gaming with only two playable games, namely Tekken 5 and Soul Calibur.
....

......

TEKKEN 5! GODDAMNIT

haha, n so you know
I was reali hyped up by seeing da tv screen's displayin tekken 5
a girl approached me n told me bout it n i had to pay 3 bucks for a game
no holds barred da only rules are dat losers out
since i had to wait for harry potter to arrive i duly paid dat 3 bucks n went on to play
apparently if i win 5 games in a row against the other players id get a ticket to the cosplay/anime exhibition which actuali costs 10 bucks.
and i did just dat
haha
nvr needed dat ticket though
will try my best to sell it off to my lecturer mr lua since hes an avid....
naruto fan....





on another note
jz so u know
i got my ass kicked in the 6th match by sum guy wif a reali weird hairdo
i lost to a hwoarang's 10 hit combo....
zzzzzz
fck.


anyways, its good to be frens again, Michelle
will see u on monday.
cheers.

Varsity's Detour

Series finale rumors
a]
There are three current and often quoted urban legends that started spreading in late 1980s of an ending of Doraemon .


1.
The first and the most optimistic ending was made public by Nobuo Sato several years ago. Doraemon's battery power ran out, and Nobita was given a choice between replacing the battery inside a frozen Doraemon, which would cause it to reset and lose all memory, or await a competent robotics technician who would be able to resurrect the cat-robot one day. Nobita swore that very day to work hard in school, graduate with honours, and become that robotics technician. He successfully resurrected Doraemon in the future as a robotics professor, became successful as an AI developer, and thus lived happily ever after, thus relieving his progeny of the financial burdens that caused Doraemon to be sent to his space-time in the first place.


2.
The second, more pessimistic ending suggests that Nobita Nobi is suffering from autism and that all the characters (including Doraemon) are simply his delusion. The idea that Nobita was a sick and dying little boy who imagined the entire series on his sickbed to help him ease his pain and depression. No doubt this angered quite a lot of fans. Many Japanese fans staged a protest outside the headquarters of the publisher of the series after learning about this.

3.
The third ending suggests that Nobita fell and hit his head on a rock. He fell into a deep coma, and eventually into a semi-vegetative state. To raise money for an operation to save Nobita, Doraemon sold all the tools and devices in his four-dimensional pocket. However, the operation failed. Doraemon sold all his tools except for one used as a last resort. He used it to enable Nobita to go wherever he wanted, whichever time or era he wished to go. In the end, the very place Nobita wanted to go was heaven.

The plausibility of these issues was discussed and it was concluded that there is no ending to Doraemon. [7]


b]
There are three official endings to Doraemon that were made. Doraemon was discontinued in two media because readers were advancing in grades and an ending was believed to be needed. These two are not reprinted.


1.
In the March 1971 issue of the magazine Shogaku 4-nensei [8]: Due to the fact that visitors from the future were causing too much trouble, the government in the 22nd Century passed a bill to ban time-travelling altogether, meaning Doraemon would have to return to his time era. He leaves Nobita.


2.
In the March 1972 issue : Doraemon, for some reason, had to go back to the future but fakes a mechanical problem so that Nobita would let him go. Nobita believes him and promises to wait until Doraemon gets well. Realizing that Nobita can handle his departure, Doraemon tells the truth and Nobita accepts. Doraemon returns to the future.


3.
The third ending was actually meant to be the official ending due to low TV ratings and the Fujiko Fujio duo was busy with other works. But Doraemon did not leave their minds and restarted from next month's issue. In 1981, this episode was made into anime, and in 1998, this was released as an anime movie.
In the March 1973 issue , Nobita again returns home after losing a fight against Gian. Doraemon then explains that he has to return. Nobita tries to have Doraemon stay but after talking it over with his parents, he accepts Doraemon's departure. They take a last walk in the park. After they split up, Nobita encounters Jaian and gets into a fight again. After a long duel with Nobita trying to win at all costs so that Doraemon can leave without worries, Gian gave up (which gave Nobita the win) because no matter what, Nobita refuses to stay down. Doraemon finds Nobita passed out with a bloody mouth and takes him home. Sitting beside sleeping Nobita and after a moment of thought, Doraemon returns to the future.

Waitin on their next train to another stop after leavin a legacy of their own. But where will this train lead them to?

Can't Let Go.

When you told me to not forget to remember to come home and see you again before I leave the country and you said that you wish you would be able to see me on my very own wedding day as the day comes when Ill finally be a man for you said that you believe your days were numbered,I never for one believed that you would actually leave me this soon. That I stil very much believed that you'd stil be here and around with me cos I was stil able to envision my future whereby I would be able to take my own children out on sundays to see you. I guess that is why people call it taking things for granted. Nothing's quite the same now as I say your name.

Rest In Peace

All my prayers and thoughts are with you all and you will always be remembered and loved.
Cast all your fears aside, for you are finally freed from the earthly mortal pain
and I believe you will find your way to the path onto the outstretched warm reaching hands of God.

Also, I grief and am sorry for the loss of his son.
May everyone take comfort in knowing that on so many levels your hearts and influence live on for you have touched so many lives directly and indirectly.
I will keep a picture of you in me.
For always.

to show my utmost and heartfelt gratitude howsoever it ought to be an endless one.


Thank you for being there for me
Thank you for guiding me to all that is right
Thank you for bringing me up
Thank you for I was held in your arms
Thank you for being there for my mom and my family
Thank you for being there for my brother

Thank you for loving my mother
Thank you for being there to ensure my mom is safe when her child was bore that was me
Thank you for takin that cab and goin the extra mile to reach out for her and just to see myself enter onto this world safely and healthy
Thank you for showing me the way to everythin else
Thank you for makin me laugh
Thank you for I was spoonfed by you

Thank you for lighting up the candles when it was dark

Thank you for protectin me from the bad

Thank you for makin me smile again when I cried

Thank you for taking me out to see the dusk

Thank you for taking me out to see "ngau ngau"

Thank you for baring the child that is my mom

Thank you for bringing up my mom although and all through all the thick and thin and takin all the hardships in your stride.

Thank you for having vacations and holidays with me

Thank you for making me understand what is the true meaning of a grandmother is all about
Thank you for letting me sleep under your delicate care and in your arms
Thank you for changing my life
Thank you for tryin to give the world to anyone you have always loved
Thank you for wearing your heart out on your sleeve for us all
Thank you for being my sole and only true grandparent
Thank you for making my Chinese New Years merrier and filled with love and care
Thank you for having me looking forward to special festive occasions each and every year
Thank you for all the wrong that you made right
Thank you for keepin the family together
Thank you for not forsaking anythin everythin that is good
Thank you for embracing and enduring all the challenges that came your family's way
Thank you for being my inspiration
Thank you for makin me believe
Thank you for being one of the best that I will ever have had in my life and I just know it.
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for being just you

Yet ultimately
I am sorry
Sorry for not being able to be there to hold you and keep you warm and shield you from the cold of rain and the feeling of fear

and most of all,
Sorry
Sorry for not being by your side during the last minutes of your time.

" I did not see the thief that lived inside of your head, but I know could've been some courage at the side of your bed"


I will try to stay strong
I will keep the tears fallin but behind my eyes
for as long as I could.
eventhough I may not be ready for tomorrow

Like sand on my feet, like the smell of sweet perfume
You will be etched into my memories forever
I know you will always be up there
Lookin out for me.
Watching over us.



Leave me here with your light.
As I continue to grow.

Most of all, I love you grandma and I'll miss you.

R.I.P
nuhc rak hoh, apnarg, manarg

The Fragility of Life

ARGRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH


today will be the day, that I will remember it for the rest of my life

Why did this happen? It’s not fair is it, for the parents to have to come and identify the body of a child. for his and her children to come and identify the body of their parents. Can you picture yourself in this situtation? And life is full of these situations and extremes: great pleasures and excitements, horrible tragedies and loss.

how fragile one's life can be,
a wake up call.

my senses, at this moment being,
I cant feel anythin, cant feel anythin too much.

I dont wanna understand this horror

can this endless rain wash all of the sorrow and blood stained feelings of pain away?

no.

go away
pls.

Restless & Reckless

should I give up
or should I keep on chasing pavements
even if it leads nowhere

I've made up my mind

no need to think it over.

__